**Another post from my old EasyJournal. I almost didn't include it because of its personal nature, but then I re-read it and thought that some of its ideas were interesting. Basically, I'm a big dreamer always searching for my "right livelihood"--that is, the profession that I am meant to be in and that I will be happiest doing. I was really getting down on myself with these two posts, but I think the song I was quoting really caught the essence of how I felt. All of us have probably feared f...

[See Part One for more details. Same llama category, same llama headline title!] 5.24.2004 // Paper in Fire (Part Two) Posted at 12:51 AM Ambition...this has been rolling about in my head for a little bit. Mary, Mary, quite contrary, how big will your silly dreams grow? Ambition can be a matter of rebellion. "I refuse the tiny role you have laid before me. I will be something bigger, something greater, even if I have to carve my own way through bedrock." Or..."I will prove to you ...